amsterdam. september 9, 2006
some kind of cold has invaded. slowed me down. emotional exhaustion. the play feels bogged down. almost on hold. in some ways further away from us than when we first began. had a “run-through” on thursday. now fedja and hadewych are gone until, i think, thursday. opening night and don carlos. toneelgroep is one of the busiest theatre companies in the world.
september 9 – would have been the 6th anniversary of my marriage to nathalie.
september 10 – the second anniversary of sarita’s first call to me, inviting me into her life.
september 11 . . .